’90 Day Fiancé’: Stephanie Matto Opens Up About Troubles With Intimacy

by Jeremy Spirogis
Stephanie Matto of  90 Day Fiancé dated Erika Owens

90 Day Fiancé star Stephanie Matto has been fielding some troublesome feedback from followers of the present following her look on the newest season of Before the 90 Days. Some followers have identified that Matto posts sexual content material on-line, however she appeared uncomfortable with intimacy round Erika Owens. Some followers of the present instructed this was the result of her faking her sexuality ultimately — one thing Matto has additionally addressed. 

Stephanie Matto addresses her sexuality 

Some 90 Day Fiancé followers have expressed doubts over the veracity of Stephanie Matto’s sexuality as a storyline on the present. Matto runs a YouTube channel on which she beforehand uploaded a video discussing a romantic curiosity she had in one other lady beforehand. 

Some followers took this as proof that Matto and TLC had been frauding of their storyline. Matto took to her Instagram to close down these rumors.

Matto wrote, “My final time addressing this. First of all: this is NOT a coming out video. Nowhere in this video did I come out. This was a video about an experience I had with a girl I thought I was in love with.”

She went on so as to add, “My mom never watched my channel 3 years ago when I made this. I’ve made videos about anal sex, dildos, and all sorts of things she has NO interest in. This video was also buried in over 3 years worth of videos (about 800 in total). I recently made it my main page video because obviously the cat is out of the bag now and I figured I would share it now for all the naysayers who would try to say, ‘she’s just bi for the show.’”

Stephanie Matto dishes on troubles with intimacy

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I’m a monster. I’m a chilly bitch. Or so folks say. And I can see why folks would assume that. “You never fuck me”, “you never touch me”, “you’re a cold bitch” are all beautiful phrases exes from years previous have used to explain me. But what a few of these folks got here to know finally is that despite the fact that it took me a very long time to let my partitions down, I used to be probably the most loyal and loving when given an opportunity. Unfortunately you’ll by no means absolutely know my previous, you’ll by no means absolutely perceive what it was wish to undergo all the pieces that I went by and have your youth and self-worth ripped away from you. How scary and unhappy it’s to wish to love somebody however be too afraid that possibly you might be too broken, too fucked up, an excessive amount of for them to deal with. Back in August I texted my girlfriend telling her about my celibacy and advised her that the final time anybody touched me I freaked out. In my earlier relationship there was barely any intimacy and the easiest way to explain it was “roommates” as a substitute of companions. This ex witnessed my relapse, my incapacity to clot, my fixed emotional and bodily fatigue from medicine. It took time for them to appreciate that my worry and awkwardness was not any indicator of the depth of my love. Dating a sick particular person isn’t straightforward. I truly really feel unhealthy for anybody who’s needed to date me prior to now and tried to unravel this rubix dice of a mind. I haven’t hid any of my previous and what I’ve been by. It’s all on my channel. Hospital visits, me at my weakest, it’s all there and documented. However, most would simply merely be wonderful with taking me for face worth and saying I’m pretend with out even taking the time to know me as an individual. And that’s wonderful, I get that folks have higher shit to do. But for all of the men and women on the market who’ve gone by sickness and trauma and now really feel like a prisoner in their very own physique, I really feel for you. I made a video final summer season speaking about my celibacy and why it was vital to me. I dont care if folks like me, I simply need folks to attempt to perceive me. Unfortunately that’ll possible by no means occur however nonetheless I write this. You can take it or depart it.

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Now, Stephanie Matto is dealing with feedback from followers about her seeming lack of curiosity in intimacy on the present. Some really feel as if she’s behaving in another way in actual life than the particular person she marketed to Erika Owens. 

Matto took to Instagram to push again on this concept. In a prolonged post she wrote, partially, “I am a monster. I am a cold b*tch. Or so people say. And I can see why people would think that. ‘You never f*ck me’, ‘you never touch me’, ‘you’re a cold b*tch’ are all lovely phrases exes from years past have used to describe me. But what some of these people came to know eventually is that even though it took me a long time to let my walls down, I was the most loyal and loving when given a chance.”

The 90 Day Fiancé star continued, “Back in August I texted my girlfriend telling her about my celibacy and told her that the last time anyone touched me I freaked out. In my previous relationship there was barely any intimacy and the best way to describe it was ‘roommates’ instead of partners. This ex witnessed my relapse, my inability to clot, my constant emotional and physical fatigue from medication. It took time for them to realize that my fear and awkwardness was not any indicator of the depth of my love.” 

’90 Day Fiancé’ followers react

Stephanie Matto of  90 Day Fiancé dated Erika Owens
Stephanie Matto of 90 Day Fiancé | stepankamatto through Instagram

Stephanie Matto obtained quite a lot of responses to her post. Some commenters replied with sympathy, and others continued to dig into Matto for what they felt was misrepresentation when she chatted to Erika Owens on-line. 

One commenter wrote, “It’s fine to be, or feel that way, but you portray a completely different persona , maybe that’s why you get sh*t from people.”

Another Instagram consumer commented partially, “Steph, thanks for keeping us all entertained on Sunday nights, but really wish it didn’t come with the harsh side effects for you. Not fair. Thanks for taking the platform you have and doing good- not sure I see much of that from your tv show peers- and that makes you stand out. You’re a good egg.”

“It’s extremely difficult for people who don’t suffer from chronic illness to understand. I have fibromyalgia and chronic fatigue syndrome. And while technically they are physical ailments, the mental and emotional strain can be absolutely astounding. Much love and prayers to you and Erika,” added one other consumer.

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