Jessica More from Below Deck Mediterranean shared that she really trusted Rob Westergaard, which has left her feeling extraordinarily disillusioned and letdown.
“I’m gonna be honest,” she opened up on the Below Deck Med After Show. “Something that actually really bothers me is that I trusted him, for the first time. I’ve never trusted a man before and I actually trusted him, 100% authentically.”
“Yet I don’t think have ever been deceived the way I have,” she added. “It was extreme intense emotion. I don’t know where that came from. Am I ever going to experience that again in my life? I don’t know.”
More and Westergaard struck up a steamy boatmance, which began taking successful after More realized Westergaard was texting with an ex-girlfriend.
Jessica More shares she simply acquired out of a relationship
More appeared to wade a little bit extra cautiously into the connection. Westergaard rapidly advised her he liked her, however it took her a second to wrap her head round it. “I’ve just been going through therapy for years,” she shared. “One of the things that was specific, I had just gotten out of an unsuccessful relationship a few months prior. And just my spiritual therapist was like, ‘Be really specific with what you want.’”
“So I wrote down this list,” she continued. More shared on the present that she manifested Westergaard, referring to her non secular therapist. “I’m talking about height to wanting him to be like not from the United States, I just wanted someone from a different culture. And he hit every single one of the marks.”
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“I remember I found the journal that I wrote it down in,” she added. “I showed him and it was like kind of insane.” She hoped she wasn’t moving into one other dangerous relationship.
Rob Westergaard says he had a deep form of love for More
More’s understanding was that Westergaard wasn’t actually with anybody for the final eight months. “It seems like they were way more closer than that,” she stated. “So it was something that wasn’t really sitting right for me. It got to a point where it was like, you clearly weren’t just casually dating this woman.”
Westergaard stated he can see how she may view the state of affairs that approach. “If I was open and honest like I was obviously communicating, not downplaying or doing anything,” he stated. “I made it very clear that this is what I’m in. If you’re going to reach out you’re going to reach out and I’m gonna chat you. I’m not gonna just throw you under the bridge.”
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He doesn’t perceive why More turned upset. “I had that connection with that person,” he continued. “You shared a life with that person. Like who am I to judge and who am I to say anything about this?”
“That was a deep kind of love that I hadn’t really felt about Jessica,” Westergaard stated. “I still … I don’t know.”