Kristen Doute from Vanderpump Rules shared a number of revelations about her relationship with ex-boyfriend Tom Sandoval in her ebook, “He’s Making You Crazy.”
The former SURver turned textile entrepreneur spilled about her relationship with Sandoval describing it as being considerably lonely and even just a little aggressive. “Once you start sharing jeans with your boyfriend, you start questioning your body image,” she wrote, US Weekly shared. “Was I his arm sweet, or was he mine?
“He was so charismatic he could make me weak in the knees just by eyef**king me — but was he eyef**king everyone else, too?” she wrote. “We would get ready together at his vanity, and when he said ‘you’re beautiful’ I wondered if he was talking to me or to himself. His flat iron, oh, his f**king flat iron. It was his most prized possession. Would he ever look at me the way he looked at it?” But she went additional describing the couple’s intercourse life. Plus how dishonest with Jax Taylor performed into the couple’s breakup.
She recollects how poker was extra essential than being intimate
Doute wrote a few time when Sandoval was extra invested in enjoying on-line poker than being intimate together with her. “One night as he sat on our couch playing online poker for the eighth day in a row I put my foot down,” she shared.
“Enough was enough. I got on my knees and just went for it. He was about to get the best blowjob of his life. And he pushed me away like a leper,” she continued. “I was wearing f**king lingerie! I was twenty-six, hot, skinny, and drop-dead gorgeous. He would rather get two-pair, aces high than a BJ from his model girlfriend.”
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But then viewers doubtless recall how Sandoval was busted for dishonest on Doute. “He had cheated, I caught him, and he copped to it. Noble, sure, but I wasn’t ready for that,” she recounted.
She thinks Sandoval wished her to ‘do the dirty work’
Even although she caught Sandoval dishonest, she didn’t go away him. “If he had just lied to me, it would have been easier for me to deny it to myself, to explain it away, and to tell all our friends nothing had happened. … Plus, he didn’t want to break up with me. He wanted me to do the dirty work and break up with him,” she wrote.
Later when she and Taylor had intercourse, she doesn’t recall the act aside from they had been each extraordinarily drunk. However, she remembers how she ended up in that place.
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“My boyfriend and I got into another one of our knock-down, drag-out arguments, and my boyfriend called that same friend to come pick me up and take me someplace else. Wasted,” she wrote. “We were wasted, again. We were wasted a lot back then. Looking back, I just wanted attention and affection, and it didn’t matter anymore from whom, or from where. I’d barely hugged my boyfriend, let alone had sex with him, in months. I was longing to feel desired, to know that I was still worth something. My self-love tank was entirely depleted, and I hated every minute of it.”
Doute can be annoyed that she was the one who portrayed because the villain though they each cheated. “Years later this is still held against me, my Scarlet Letter, while the world has allowed him to let it go.”